okay so it wasn’t a total binge more of stupidity..but how do I "recover" and not gain weight from this? Will I? So today I had a normal diet:breakfast was normal, lunch was light and for "dinner" my parents wanted to go out to chinese at 2:00 and . so I just went along (its Sunday we usually go out and eat)I ordred a tofu and mixed vegetable plate. after that we went to my grandparents house (sunday family gathering) and they offerd me cake and coffee. Im like *cool I’ll just drink Coffe and skip cake* THE WHOLE day until 2:00 to 10 pm when we came home I ddidn’teat. Pretty stupid. Once we got home I went out. I am starving. I had 3 whopping pieces of fruit pizza (home made) two spoons of oorganicyogurt, a few sspoon fullsof rice and I had about 5 hhand fullsof yogurt covered raisins! I was doing so good today until I semi-starved myself and ate a whole bunch. Im not "stuffed" like after a typical binge, but how do I know if I GAINED WEIGHT? I have a scale. How do I prevent it?
I drank cleansing tea after the "episode".
And was it that bad?
please dont preach about how "one day of a binge wont do anythig!" I know…Im just recovering from anorexia (yes yes I know anorexics dont binge well thats a LIE) and Im still self concious. I am more ashamed and kinda hate myself right now and have anxiety of gaining real weight.
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